I guess you can say we fell off the wagon. This is hard we are trying.  I don't know how to motivate myself anymore. I had a plan and a goal and then BOOM I fell off my rotuine and I seem not to be getting back on. I've been feeling so tried and weak. I'm making a doctors appointment maybe theres more to the laziness tham I want to admitt. We'll see how it goes. For now all of you have been doing excellent, i an very PROUD of all your sucess, Keep up the GREAT work.

This week so far no excerise, have 4 kids takes a toll on you. We need help creating a schedule on working out, eating just juggling everything we need to do in one day. Hey no one said it would be easy, but they didn't say it was going to be this hard. I understand why we can give up so easyily. But there will be NO GIVING UP IN THIS HOUSE OR THIS YEAR! One way or another I WILL lose 60 pounds, Kevin WILL lose 60 pounds. The battle continues!!!

We've had a bad week, Only Kevin has worked out, I don't know whats wrong with me I started so strong. I can already tell a lost a few inches, my tight pant aren't so tight anymore. I just have to keep trying. All need all the luck I can get. This is harder then raising kids!